Gott weiss ich will Kein Engel sein

Some friends ...

Those words ... explain so much

Nirvana - Drain You

" One baby to another says I'm lucky to have met you. "

I just updated everything I wrote before, cause what's going on is so different.
I'm ready to go, and I want to forget the useless little thing I've been during all this time.

 You don't remember my name
Why don't you remember my name you runt ?
off with this head man
Why don't you remember my name ?
I guess he does .....

The shadow just disappeared... I'm alive

I was dead... Completely closed.Today, something's changed. I saw THE light. There are so much things to say, and I don't know what to start with. I guess it's the beginning of something new. This smile makes me wanna change the poverty of my mind, the useless soul I became during the last years passed on this earth. Even if you don't mind, I'll do what I have to do. I won't let this feeling burn.

In the past :  " That i'm so Unwanted "
 

Present day : I feel good enough for you

I feel something strange I never knew before when I see HIS Smile. I can't describe the way I feel but MAYBE it could be this torture we generally don't know how to qualify.
This fuckin' story drives me crazy .... He comes, He plays then He goes.But now he won't come. I'll have to go. And that's enough to make me taste a lil' bit of happiness i'll certainly won't taste in its whole sense, til' I'll leave this place. I should react and try to tell myself not to believe that perhaps , one day, he'll see me as I see him.
I'm going depressed sometimes when I imagine some chicks tryin' to come on with him . We used to say that people look at what's inside before takin' a look at physical appearance but I don't think it's true. I did the contrary. I saw his smile. And his smile killed me. What's inside is so beautiful... So rare to find someone like him.
Not only a pretty damned face.
I wanna be in love. With him.

So Lonely

Perhaps he'll remember those days...
On the beach, with bier and hugs...
Now I still do that, but without him...

Lawyer talks, he's so correct, he is respect
He learned how to make you feel safe
and kill you with a smile
And the food so fast, the hair so clean
The moon so far, fire so weak

All those words flying in the air
Cannot see the stars
Images, colors, like wrong perfection
Wash my brain, dirty it's so clean
But who are you?
The mixture has no smell

Soon you will sit on the bench
of those who deny I have my soul
You sell a dream you create
Condemned by what you condemned before
Smooth are the words you sing down and high
Underground is your joy your laws
Satan is a lawyer
You choose the appeerance of the futile
Trapped, a coner stops your back, you're out
Before you grow you will die...

Thank you for bringing me high when i don't know why i'm here: MUSIC

- Nirvana
- ACDC
- The Rolling Stones
- Iron Maiden
- Panic! At The Disco
- Gojira
- Metallica
- Avenged Sevenfold
- My Chemical Romance
- Motörhead
- The White Stripes
- Damien Saez
- Noir Desir
- Rammstein
- Trivium
- Rage Against The Machine
- Evanescence
- Slayer
- Guns n' Roses
- Anathema
- Underoath
- Korn
- Aqme
- Placebo
- Queens of the Stone Age
- The Killers
- The Raconteurs
- Aerosmith
- Billy Talent
- Soulfly
- Lost Prophets
- The HushPuppies
- Snow Patrol
- Deftones
- Coldplay
- Eighteen Visions
- Franz Ferdinand
- Jeff Buckley
- Foo Fighters
- HIM
- MudHoney
- Ramones
- Orson
- Pantera
- Sex Pistols
- Red Hot Chili Peppers
- Dagoba
- My Pollux
- Guerilla Poubelle
- Radiohead
- Lacuna Coil
- System of a Down
- Matchbox Twenty
- Fall Out Boy
- Led Zeppelin
- Green Day
- The Melvins
- Feeder
- Arcade Fire
- Scorpions
- Dire Straits
- Bullet for my Valentine
- Police
- Chris Isaak
- Crack ov Dawn
- Rye Coalition
- Tool
- R.E.M.
- and so much more ........




ROCK'N'ROLL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!